I haven’t done this in so long, it actually took me a few minutes to remember how! 🙂
I just..there is so much going on. We’re moving to a new house this weekend, which is both exciting and stressful. I think I am a bit overwhelmed by the amount of work that has to be done and stressed about the fact that I’m not allowed to do most of it. Everyone keeps reminding me – and I know it comes from love and concern – that I am going to be pretty useless. I am hoping I can at least be responsible for packing and labeling boxes and everyone else can just move them. Also, Allan’s parents are coming – and I love them! but they don’t live with the fact that I’m pregnant everyday, and I’m just starting to show (yay!), but I worry that they’ll think I’m being lazy or something – which I KNOW is dumb of me. I mean, Helen has had kids, but she’s just such a tough woman, I don’t want her to think I’m just wimping out. Bleh.
In other news, Allan has a job interview for a position at the Texas Freshwater Fisheries Center (one of his favorite places) on Tuesday morning, so that’s exciting but also kind of scary, because if he gets it, it means I may end up moving to Athens, which isn’t a bad place or anything it’s just not Nacogdoches – the only place I’ve ever really lived. Plus, I’d rather be around my family while I’m pregnant and when the baby is new. We’ll see. I actually am hoping he’ll get the job at the lufkin zoo that he applied for because then he can just commute. 🙂
I know God’s got this…which is comforting, because I don’t.